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Monday, August 25, 2008
How do I make the Key? It's weird, you know. Today, I found myself thinking once again of what my life really meant. Why was I here? Why was I created? Ms. Kate, our Mythfolk professor, told me that I first have to love myself before I can be loved by others. Before I can find my one true love. This means that the question I should be asking myself is: How do I love myself? This is probably the hardest question I have ever faced in my entire life. I do not know how to love myself. What if I already love myself? How am I supposed to know that my love for myself is enough? How am I supposed to find these things out? By reading? Is there a book that can actually answer my question? Or does the answer lie somewhere deep within me? I remember this book I bought at National Bookstore. It's entitled The Answer Lies Within by Rachna Singh. I have not finished reading it yet, but I promise to during the term break. Anyway, so back to my dilemma. Why do I keep on asking myself who I am? (inner self: duh! it would be tragic if you die not ever knowing why you were even born in the first place, wouldn't it?) True. So now, all I have to do is to find out who I am. Wow. That sure is easy to do. If only someone could show me, or guide my way to the "light". I am compelled to believe in myths and symbols and figures, but I can't seem to find sensible answers to my questions in these things. I know that the only key to unlock my inner self is me. I make the key. The thing is, where do I get the strength and the resources to make this key? I need at least some instructions or some sort of guide book to help me come up with the key. Do you hate me for sounding so absurd? Oh well.
8/25/2008 08:49:00 PM
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