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Saturday, October 18, 2008
Let me just express myself at the moment. Let me say how mad I am right now. Let me rant out my thoughts filled with so much agony, and hatred, and disappointment, and pain. So that I don't become suicidal.
Damn it! Damn it! Damn this situation. PUTANGINA! I feel outrageous, and angry, and vengeful, and vexed! Tell me, when there's a group work that needs to be done, what's really supposed to happen? What are the group members who are part of that group supposed to do? Do each of them need to do their part? It's a COLLABORATIVE WORK, isn't it? ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE GROUP ARE SUPPOSED TO CONTRIBUTE SOMETHING. And so what happens if they don't? Well, people like myself tend to go crazy and lose their minds. I'm already losing mine. For God's sake, this is the second time that such an incident happened. God, why can't I have more responsible and trustworthy groupmates? Those who actually think? Those who actually know what they are doing? Those who know how to take the lead? Those who actually take things seriously? Damn it. Why do I have to be stuck with these kinds of people who do not even know what are needed to be prioritized! See now I'm fucking mad! I really am. I fixed the whole part two, the hardest part in the activity. And there are 7 of us in the group. So there are still 6 who can do part 1 and the footnotes. Shit! Christ have mercy on me! Have I really become the unluckiest person in the world? Huh? Tell me! Now I'm really finding it hard to believe that things happen for a reason. All I can think right now is that I'm being battered randomly, for no reason at all.
10/18/2008 08:50:00 AM
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