I was watching My Lucky Star the other day, and I would like to quote Ah Xing, the lead girl in the romantic Taiwanese drama:

"I chose to leave Shi San Ge so that I can have my ten thousand possibilities. If I pushed myself to him and forced him to stay with me, I would only have one possibility. And that is pain. So I let him be happy with Mei Mei. The only way I can be happy is if I let go of the person who's hurting me. So I did..."

I'm not entirely sure if I will or will not agree with Ah Xing's words. I would also want my ten thousand possibilities, but I don't want to forget about the person I love. I don't want to erase my thoughts about him. I've already came a long way. All I could ever think of right now is to just keep going. I don't really know how this would end, but... I'm ready to be surprised. I just don't want to stop feeling this way towards him. Suddenly, it all has become something inevitable to me. I chose to pursue whom I originally proclaimed I wanted. I still want. I don't know how long I would have to wait but I would wait. I want everyone to know that I am waiting. No matter how long it takes. I will. This time it's different. I promise that. I would prove that the Secret is true. That I will attract whatever that is I want. And I am ready to be surprised.

12/12/2008 03:48:00 PM