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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
I'm not surprised to know that somehow, I'm not that motivated to study this term. Why is there no motivation? Because there is no concentration. I just could not concentrate on all the things that I'm supposed to do. You see, it's like this. Once I start taking things seriously, say for example my case study, I would only be able to do it for a while. And then afterwards, everything else, my passion and short-lived motivation for engaging myself in the work, would all be gone. This is my life now. This is my third term life. And for some strange reasons, I have no fucking idea how I even got here. ******AFTERMATH
People. There are so many people in this school, in this world. Some of them with friends whom they can talk and chat with, they can laugh with, they can share their thoughts with, can rant to, can shout and get angry at. I can see them along the hallways, at the cafetria, at photocopy booths, at building benches. And some are alone, facing the hardships of the world without anyone to help them, without anyone beside them, without anyone to give them a 'you can do it' and 'don't give up' remarks. No one. Nobody. And now that I think about it, I realized that just like many of us feels, I also don't want to be alone. But is the choice really ours to make?
2/25/2009 06:42:00 AM
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